this is just like a diary blog because writing in my diary is kind of boring
Today was super fun(kind of). I went to my friends birthday party and we all had a lot of fun. Before i get into later, this morning was actually ass. I started my peroid so i felt super nauseas. I had to babysit (like always) and I literally threw up... You shouldn't be watching a baby if you're in that condition. And then I call my mom and she literally hangs up on me?? I was throwing up and you think "she'll be fine let me hang up"... good mother behavior. I put the baby to sleep and then I threw up a second time. I had to clean it up while I was literally dying from cramps and I felt like crying. When my family got back I was really upset and then my mom started to bully me because I was crying and she said "You're too old for this" "It's embarssing" bitch you're the reason i'm crying. I wish she would just not talk to me. It would make everything easier, or I just wish she would leave with the babies. I can't stand her, just thinking about it makes me mad. Anyways, the rest of the day was fun. As I said earlier, I went to my friends birthday party and it was really fun, but I saw my "ex"-crush there. Things with him are realllly awkward because we dated for like two weeks and I don't like being alone with him just because of that, but I feel like I do like him still which is SUPPPPPPPEEERRRR annoying. He likes someone else now,(not really woried about them because if they ever did get togheter it would not last long) but it still kind of hurts knowing that whenever I think he is doing something flirty he's not. He also got a better haircut which is not helping me!!!!!! I don't know if this is a crush or not, but my feelings towards him are really complicated and I cant even figure it out myself
The past 2 days were ok, like easter was fun but April fools was so mid. Nothing eventful happened on easter, I just celebrated with the family, but of course my Mom yelled at me in the morning!! Can't start a morning with her not yelling at me. April fools my grandparents left for Italy, and my brother went back to college. I kind of missed him yesterday because I watched hotel translyvania and Johnny reminded me of him. UGHHH and I keep forgetting that he likes someone else. Honestly sometimes I think that he doesn't even like me. Also, I forgot to metition but my sister jokes around with him a little too much, I told her she does and she agreed. Isn't it weird for your sister to do that with your "ex". like ok.... some bitch on depop raised her price on me. what a greedy pig. I probably won't buy it.
here is a photo of osaka